The sun was setting, but the Arizona heat lingered—thick and unrelenting, long after its source had sunk behind the desert hills.

  David started the engine and flipped on the air. A blessed rush of cool air spilled from the vents. He waited, hands hovering over the wheel until it lost its bite.

  The lot was empty. No one nearby.

  His heart stirred as he slipped off the sturdy running shoes he wore for the factory floor. He flexed his toes, silk stockings whispering against the car mat. Relief bloomed.

  Reaching under the passenger seat, he drew out the shoebox.

  He glanced out the windows one last time and still no one was near.

  His fingers paused on the lid. Just for a breath. Just for the joy of it.

  Then, carefully, reverently, he lifted the top.

  Inside were glossy black pumps, elegant and sharp. It had taken weeks to find them in his size.

  One last glance around. Still alone.

  He stroked the smooth leather, savoring the way it answered his touch.

  He slipped on the first shoe. A shiver climbed his leg. The second followed, and with it came the shift—the quiet, grounding moment where he felt himself become whole.

  Testing the wheel again, now warm instead of scalding, he eased the car into gear and pulled out of the lot. He managed the pedals in heels with practiced grace.

  At home, the garage door grumbled shut behind him.

  The house—beige and brown stucco like every other on the block—sat tucked into one of a thousand identical cul-de-sacs scattered across the Valley of the Sun. The kind of place where no one knocked without a reason. Where privacy wasn't respected so much as assumed.

  David’s neighbors knew him only in passing. A wave at the trash can. A nod during yard work. No questions, no names exchanged.

  He preferred it that way.

  The sharp bark of his dog rang out from behind the door—eager, full of life. One of the few sounds in this place that ever greeted him like he mattered.

  “Hey, Lobo. How you doing, boy?”

  The black lab barreled toward him, tail thumping the doorframe in wild arcs. David crouched and welcomed the onslaught, offering the familiar ear scratches and rough head rubs they both needed.

  He stood and stepped into the parlor, flipping on the light. The warm glow spilled across the walls, catching the edges of a photo on the sideboard. A boy and a girl, both teenagers now—frozen mid-laugh in a frame that hadn’t moved in years.

  “This summer…” he murmured. “I’ll get to see them.”

  His hand hovered just above the glass before he let his fingers trace their faces, remembering how small they once were. The ache settled in, heavy but familiar. He didn’t fight it this time—just let the silence fill the space.

  Then, with practiced motion, he placed the frame back and tossed his keys onto the buffet. He slipped off his pumps and stretched his toes into the tile. The coolness bled through the silk stockings and offered a small relief.

  Lobo followed him, nails tapping on the tile floor.

  In the kitchen, he pulled open the drawer where he kept his phone charging. One unread message.

  He smiled gently. “Prolly Francis. She’s always checkin’ in.”

  Her name lit up on the screen. Missed call.

  He tapped to dial. The ringtone hummed once, twice—then a low, familiar baritone answered.

  "Hey David, how you are holdin’ up?"

  David perched on the counter, stockinged feet dangled. "Hey Francis, I’m good. How about you?"

  "Got a meetin’ comin’ up and I sure would love for you to come on down. Chris has been askin’ ’bout you."

  David sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Thanks, but I’m still not ready yet. It’s a big step and I don’t think I can do it right now."

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  "Darlin', I don't wanna go an' push ya into nothin' you ain't ready for. Ya' know my door is always open, so feel free to come by when ya good 'n ready." David felt the sincerity come over the phone. "And tell me, are y'all still comin' to Happy Hour at Maria's?"

  David smiled. "Absolutely. Wouldn’t miss it for the world."

  "It'll be fun because Chris is finally able to join us this Friday. It'll be a grand ol' time," Francis exclaimed, her words spilling out eagerly as she spoke.

  David chuckled. "That’ll be great. Chris always cracks me up. He makes me nervous, however. He’s always hell-bent on proving he’s the toughest guy in town."

  She let out a soft giggle. "Oh honey, you nailed it. Remember that time in August when he beat the pants off that fella at pool? I reckon there was about to be some ruckus and Chris was just tickled pink about it."

  David laughed heartily. "No kidding, I was worried too. I’m still sore from the last fight Chris got us into."

  Francis sighed. "Yeah, Chris might have gone a tad overboard with that farm boy and his gal. His heart was in the right place, bless his stubborn soul, but it just went sideways."

  David’s laughter grew louder. "That guy was huge and Chris dropped him like a sack of potatoes. We didn’t even get a chance to help him."

  "Well, bless their hearts, they sure did have a whole bunch of friends," Francis said with a sigh, her voice turning somber. "But goodness gracious, they couldn't seem to wrap their heads around their friend getting beat down by a trans-man."

  David winced from the memory, rubbing his left cheek. "That ended badly."

  "Tell me about it. Chris is still limping today. He’s such a stubborn man. I wish he would stop insisting on proving he’s a man."

  "You’re no better than Chris," David teased, a playful lilt in his voice. "You had that guy buying you drinks all night. He really thought he was going to get lucky."

  Francis chuckled nervously. "Well honey, it was a mite reckless, I’ll give you that, but the attention sure was nice while it lasted."

  "You knew full well the guy was trying to get you into bed. Why did you keep leading him on like that?" David asked, raising an eyebrow, grinning.

  Francis took on a condescending tone. "Bless your heart, David, you can't hold it against a girl for wantin' some free drinks. If you'd come out with us all dolled up you'd see for yourself. You look mighty fine in a skirt and heels, honey. I ain't forgot those pictures."

  David shivered at the thought of going out in public dressed up. "Oh no, you don’t. I’m not going there. I prefer to remain a closet dresser. It’s safer by far." David murmured, a tremor in his voice. "Remember what happened to you… If Chris hadn’t been there, we wouldn’t be having this conversation now. It's just too dangerous for folk like us…."

  The line went quiet.

  “Honey,” Francis whispered, “that was a close call… still get chills thinkin’ about it sometimes.”

  “If you ever need someone less gruff about it than Chris,” David said softly, “I’m here. Always.”

  “Thanks a heap, Raven. Maybe someday…”

  There was a pause—warm, quiet, familiar.

  “You get some rest now,” she said, her voice lightening. “We’ll see you Friday at Maria’s. And maybe one day soon… you’ll let that skirt out of the closet.”

  David chuckled. “No promises.”

  “Night, darlin’.”

  “Night, Francis.”

  He ended the call and set the phone down on the counter. The kitchen was quiet again, except for Lobo’s soft breathing nearby.

  His gaze drifted back to the parlor, to the photo.

  This summer…

  His chest tightened. The thought bloomed like it always did—half hope, half ache. And with it came the memories.

  The office was cramped but full of light. David sat on the worn couch, a controller in hand, sandwiched between his daughter and son as the game blared on the TV. Laughter, shouts, and digital explosions filled the space.

  For one perfect hour, he hadn’t been “divorced dad” or “visitation day.”

  They’d just been a family.

  “Dad, get that guy! He’s almost on me!” Mike shouted.

  David’s thumbs flew across the controller. He darted between Mike’s character and the charging monster, executed a practiced combo, and watched as the beast dropped in a pixelated splatter.

  “Thanks, Dad!” Mike said, grinning. “Now we need to help Aelyson—she’s getting the beat down!”

  Together they turned and charged across the screen, virtual weapons drawn, flanking the monster that had cornered his daughter.

  Aelyson’s avatar spun free just as they arrived, and with a combined strike, the beast collapsed in a flash of light.

  “Thanks,” Aelyson said with a real-life smile, brushing her hair from her face. “That was close!”

  The game room laughter faded, and another memory rolled in—quieter, windblown.

  It was wintertime in Arizona. The best part of the year—summer’s heat had faded, and the chill hadn’t fully arrived. A breeze rustled the leaves overhead, dry and gold.

  David and Mike were at the park. Mike had just turned seven and was bursting with excitement over his new kite.

  The wind picked up. David crouched and handed the string to his son, smiling.

  “Ready?”

  Mike gave an eager nod and took off running along the canal, the kite dancing just below the treetops.

  David jogged alongside, always keeping himself between the water and his boy.

  Then a strong crosswind cut across the path. Mike stumbled, crashing into David’s side. David caught him, steadying them both—but the kite string slipped free from his son’s small hand.

  The wind yanked it upward. In seconds, the kite vanished over the trees.

  Mike’s eyes went wide, then filled with tears.

  David knelt and hugged him close.

  “Don’t worry, buddy,” he murmured. “We’ll get another one. We’ll come back and do this again…”

  But they never did.

  After the divorce, Mike had wanted nothing more to do with his father.

  The memories curled around him like a weighted blanket. Too warm, too heavy to shake off.

  He turned to the fridge and pulled out a beer. Drank the first without stopping. The empty can clattered into the sink. He grabbed another, this one going down slower.

  The kitchen light clicked off. He padded to the bedroom, Lobo close behind, silent and steady.

  He set the beer on the nightstand and stripped off his clothes, letting the day fall away piece by piece.

  He paused at the bra and panties, fingertips brushing the lace—then tossed them in the hamper too.

  From the drawer, he pulled out a black silk nightgown trimmed with lace. He slipped it over his head and let it settle against his skin.

  Cool air from the AC whispered across the fabric, raising goosebumps. He exhaled.

  Climbing into bed, he lay still and let the darkness close in.

  The ceiling spun slowly above him, taking the past with it.

  Sleep came—not in a rush, but like fog rolling over quiet streets.

  And somewhere in the stillness, he heard the cry of a wolf.