Volume 2 Chapter 88 Return

  The quiet and dark night, even in the summer, even he, who was always unrestrained and uninhibited, felt cold. Tonight was especially cold, and with his physique, he actually had a kind of urge to go back inside.

  Back...

  Would he also use just one word? He never thought that there would be a place for him in this world, even just a place to live.

  "Cut it out! I'm warning you now, make your decision as soon as possible, don't sink too deep and then struggle to get out..."

  This sentence has been swirling in his mind, hasn't he already made up his mind? He's already strayed so far, but his heart is still struggling. The scorching phone in his hand was also thrown away, shouldn't all the potential hidden dangers be eliminated? What is he struggling with after all?

  ……

  Night can be long or it may pass quickly, and when people who have fallen into a dream world wake up, they are greeted with a brand new day.

  Kaito Minaduki and Kō Fukuji were both ready to go out and have some fun today, but they didn't see the person who had been taking pictures for them all day yesterday, Toshinori Yagi. What did Hanae Iori do to him last night?

  "Damn it, what can I do with him! He abandoned us! Ran away!" Huaming Chi said with a pout. She glanced at the person beside her, Linmu Xiangfu, and sighed inwardly. Clearly a person who could make others feel warm and happy, yet was abandoned without knowing why. If Ryūga from before were to come back, damn it, she would definitely scold him, if only he had known earlier, why bother in the first place? Even if this girl didn't know he had abandoned her, she would still make sure to give that guy a hard time! The next time they meet will be inevitable!

  Don't give up! A girl isn't someone you can just abandon when you feel like it, or pursue when you want to!

  "Hmph, that's indeed his style, elusive as the wind..." Gao Fuyuan said helplessly after hearing Huamingchi's words.

  Qingmu Yan smiled faintly and didn't say a word, she didn't think there was anything wrong with the young man's behavior.

  "Hey, little Yuka-chan..." Haname suddenly came over and gave her a good sisterly hug on the shoulder of Kiriya Yuka. She furrowed her brow, suddenly comparing their shoulder widths. ORZ... somehow this girl feels even slimmer than me...

  "Huh?" Kaori Mitsuki tilted her head to look at Haname Pool, who was right in front of her. Her clear blue eyes reflected the image of Haname, giving off a feeling that she was being gazed at as if she were the only person in the world. The warm light in her eyes seemed to be all for him, enough to capture the deepest softness in his heart. Haname Pool looked dazed, twitched the corner of her mouth, and then turned away, "Damn it! I'm not a lily! Don't seduce me!"

  "......" Is she okay? Isn't that normal behavior of hers?

  Gao Fu Heng said: “......” He suddenly slumped forward in despair. This girl, from the very beginning, shouldn’t have been allowed to meet Yun Xiang.

  "Hey, little Sayaka...," Haname said with a flick of her head, looking at Kiriya Sayaka, "What do you think about someone who has already developed feelings but still wants to throw them away?"

  She suddenly wondered what this girl would think?

  She didn't expect her to ask this question, and Akane was taken aback for a moment, then fell silent. Hana no Ie waited left and right but didn't see her answer, feeling somewhat annoyed, waiting for an answer was indeed frustrating. Speaking of which, why did she have to ask this question for that soulless person?!

  "I think that's just right" said Kao Fung on the other side, stroking his chin with a look of certainty.

  Hua Ming Chi glanced at him and said, "Let's just give you a thumbs up for now..."

  Gao Fu Hongzhi: "......" Cut, little guy, will you give a like or not? In fact, he doesn't care about what others say.

  "Koyomi-chan..." Haname Ishi poked Koyomi gently, who was still lost in thought with her eyes closed. Koyomi lifted her head, but as soon as she opened her lips to speak, the words that came out were not what she had intended to say. "I want to go back to Japan..."

  "Why, Tanaka, you've only just arrived!" Kō Fūkō asked in surprise.

  "Why? Did my words trouble you?" He even suggested going back to Japan? Haname-ike was shocked.

  Xu Mu Yun gently shook her head towards the gloomy Gao Fu Heng, then looked at Huaming Chi, "No, I should be thanking you instead..."

  "Huh?!" Hana Ichinose blinked her eyes in puzzlement. Why? Takashi Kō also looked perplexed.

  Qingmu Yan didn't explain and went back to her room to pack up her things. The two people behind her were very puzzled, wondering why she suddenly...

  "It's all because of your nonsense!" Gao Fuhong glared at Hua Mingchi, but was met with a rolled eye and a kick, "Damn it! You have no right to condemn me!"

  Gao Fu Xuan couldn't help but look at his own shoes, which were dirty, and let out a sigh. He really couldn't accept that a girl with such a personality could also have a very delicate love.

  Akane didn't have much to pack, and she came down soon after. The two people downstairs really wanted her answer, but why did she suddenly want to return to Japan?! However, the two of them didn't press for an answer, and instead sent her off to the airport. As they watched her back as she was about to board the plane, they felt very depressed.

  He suddenly stopped in his tracks, not turning around, and the soft, gentle voice finally dispelled their gloominess. "Obviously having feelings, yet wanting to abandon them, that's a form of escapism..."

  Ling Mu's eyes dimmed slightly, and she didn't turn back as she boarded the plane.

  She never thought that emotions could be discarded at will, even if she really did discard them, she would pay a very heavy price. In the end, the one who was hurt the most was still the person who had been discarded, not the one who had done the discarding.

  Stripping away emotions, that formless thing can still make you feel the pain in your heart. Perhaps there's no regret, but more often than not, it's remorse. You can't gamble with it; once you're filled with remorse, what awaits you is a dark world. The weight on your heart will be many times greater than the pressure you endured when you abandoned it. Because your emotions have settled, yet you're filled with regret and no longer want to escape, even if you go back to face it again, to pursue it again, everything will never be the same as before.

  Once emotions are discarded, it's best to pray that you have no regrets; otherwise, can you bear the increasingly heavy price?

  The person who was abandoned, once they see the other turn their back and leave, will force themselves to grow up, force themselves to be strong, force themselves to stand up with a thorny heart, from then on not letting that person get close again. The one who gets hurt the most is only the one who wants to turn back, the abandoned person won't give themselves another chance to be abandoned. As long as that person is no longer in their heart, whether you abandon or turn back, what does it have to do with them?

  Although she hasn't abandoned her feelings in this space, she has escaped. She's afraid of being too dependent on the people who pamper and love her in this world, fearing that she'll become addicted, and when it's time to pull back, she'll hurt herself and others. However, her evasive behavior is already causing harm, and even though she knows it, she still ignored the sad look on Tsurugi Minori and Shizuka Naoko's faces as they watched her leave.

  She originally wanted her to replace her and make them happy, but she evaded it. Her confused result would only make herself more confused. Since she didn't know how to make them happy, she tried hard to live with them. As long as they didn't look at her with that kind of sorrowful or dim eyes, it was fine.

  Maybe someday all the thick fog will dissipate...

  Everything at that time will be decided by fate, whether it is a person or an object. She can only try her best until that day to know her own ending. So in this process, she should cherish everything well.

  ……

  The plane streaked across the azure sky, leaving behind a long white mark, but soon disappeared without a trace.

  Below, Ryōga Kanzaki narrowed his eyes as he gazed at the plane, as if a long thread had been pulling at his heartstrings, but with its disappearance, that thread snapped, just like it was released, weightless, and his heart sank heavily, which didn't feel good at all.

  It was his first time experiencing such a feeling, because of that girl, he had experienced some emotions that he thought would never happen to him. This inexplicable feeling, could it be her again?

  He suddenly flew back to the small house by Huamingchi, and on the door of the house was a sign that read "Out". This was the sign that Huamingchi would hang every time he wasn't home. Had they gone out?

  He felt a sense of dull loss in his heart, and he couldn't help but miss the days when they were together, taking dynamic photos without getting tired. The thought of them going out to play without him by her side made him feel uncomfortable. Just yesterday, they were still together, getting along fine.

  Is it just one day and everything has changed?

  He somehow felt depressed and came to the place where he threw his phone yesterday, but the trash can there had been emptied long ago, and the discarded things would not wait for him at the original place...

  Hua Mingchi and Gao Fuhuangzhi went their separate ways after leaving the airport, with Gao Fuhuangzhi returning to school.

  Standing in front of her small hut, Huaming Chi's hand suddenly stopped as she was about to take out the key to open the door. She turned around and went back to the place from last night, and indeed saw a figure lingering by the trash can...

  "Are you regretful?" Hanae Chigusa didn't know whether her current words were contemptuous or sympathetic, but in any case she felt that Ryūga was simply asking for punishment.

  "You're overthinking...” Ryoma Echizen saw her appear and heard her words, but didn't notice that his refuting words had no confidence at all, and his eyes even flickered slightly. Why didn't that figure appear beside Hanane Katsuragi? Weren't they supposed to go play together?

  "Oh..." Hanaichi shrugged his shoulders, he was about to retort, but she had no way out, "Let me tell you, she's gone back to Japan!"

  It seemed like a loud bang, and Takeru's heart sank again. She left?

  "Really?" Ryoma Echizen suddenly realized that he couldn't even fake a smile, his mouth corners stiffening slightly. He turned away, not letting Hananoki notice, and as he walked away, he heard Hananoki's words behind him, "Hey, is this the second time you're running away?"

  "...what?" Ryoga Kamishiro particularly disliked abandoning this word.

  "Isn't that so? You clearly have feelings for her, yet you made the decision to abandon her last night. Now, for the second time, you're pretending not to care and walking away - what's this if not a second abandonment?" Huamingchi said, fiddling with his phone.

  "Never had, can't say abandoned..." How does Ryoma Echizen view his emotions? Even if he has a good feeling towards her, what's the big deal? He didn't take any action and she didn't respond either. In such a short time, saying abandonment is really forced. Honestly, if you really have deep feelings for her, how can you bear to abandon her?

  Ryoma Echizen hesitated, did he like her? Only... it was just a good feeling, right? It had to be that way.

  "Are you not going to turn back?" Hua Mingchi looked at his back, tossing her phone up and down. Turn back, give you a chance to turn back, at least let your feelings not be so hopeless.

  "I'll continue wandering around the world, bye~" Like a carefree young man, he seemed to be leaving with his usual nonchalant attitude, waving goodbye without looking back.

  Hua Mingchi's action of throwing the phone stopped, and the rising phone was not caught, it fell to the ground. The sound of the phone shattering on the ground was neither loud nor soft.

  "Ryoma Echizen! I despise you, little sister!" The angry voice rose up, but Ryoma Echizen, who hadn't walked far away, didn't respond.

  Rely on it! Better not regret it! Otherwise, see how she deals with him!

  Hua Mingchi picked up the broken phone from the pool, originally if he turned around, she could have returned the phone to him, but in the end, he didn't even glance at her!

  Huamingchi pouted and turned to leave, but then a voice came from behind her, "What you're looking for is in my old room, go find it yourself..."

  "You still have a conscience! You know to return my things!" Hua Mingchi stomped her foot and left, squealing with excitement, is she also going to Japan?! Extremely excited squeals!

  Your Majesty! The little sister has arrived!